Two Ends of the Spectrum

I'm on my computer watching basketball, then I get a message from my li'l brova. I love him to death, that's my man. He just made my week. Then I start talking business with my man, We making big plans. Collaborations gon' be sick when we get to it; hopefully this summer. He one of the few dudes I can have an uplifting conversation with. None of that street shit or regular DC shit or drama. Just straight business, inspiration, and life. No homo, but I like talking about new things like that. We gon' do big things.
Then..that bullshit. Certain ppl hit me up with drama. It's funny, cuz I was asked did I talk to them a couple of weeks ago and the answer was no and with good reason. Drama as usual, life like walking in quicksand. On top of that, My newlywed man locked up for a domestic dispute.
What the fuck? Certain people just bearers of bad news and some just inspiration.

Lies of Gold

The most serene place next to heaven in the minds of most is....Music
Music, the escape to a fantasy world, really soothes any thoughts you can possibly think of...
It captivates the mind and takes you into a world unique to you, It takes to to a level where the beat in in sync with your mind body & spirit. It's even deeper than that. The music... it's innocent lies that help people deal with harsh realities or capture the moments of which they are overcome with emotions. The music, there is always a song that tells you exactly what you wanna hear. There is a song that relates to every person, moment, emotion, etc. You drown yourself into the beats, fall in love with the lyrics until you're back at peace. If you could, you would do that all day long, But no world exists where it's just you and the music. The music, it can make you feel unstoppable, like a force unknown to man...Get Rich or Die Tryin', Li'l Wayne, Pac and...ROSS aka THE BOSS can make you think bullets, missiles, a handful of your worse enemies can't do nothing with you once your gangsta anthem comes on. The message combined with beats and rhythm steal your mind for a brief moment and you are not to be FUCKED with. Then there's the song that taps into your into your super-ego. Swag? What? Snoop Dogg, Jay- Z, TI give you more than that, ypu really feeling yourself, something like the greatest pimp known to man, it's the confidence booster. You wish a MUTHAFUCKA would...Or you can mellow it out and LOVE your partner like no other, and ya'll can make love out of the world, and sex on the stars, and walk amongst clouds, and just do things that normal people don't do Thanx to Marvin, Luther. & Teddy P. It's the music, it builds the world that you wanna see, For the super freaks you get Prince, Rick James, R. Kelly to help express your wild bedroom desires. For the lady that wanna walk like the men, you Get your the Queen B. The women struggling in relationships can relate to Mary J cuz she take you through it all, and the mentally challenged relationships get down w/ Keyshia Cole who convinces that problems is what love is all about.The more sophisticated lay back and listen to Jill talk about her Long Walks. The self-conscience run to Ms. Hill or drown in Baduism, and the self-proclaimed misunderstood can relate to Kanye, and for those that like the Ye, they get high to Devin the Dude... Not to be left out you got you Outkast who love the stars, trees, and sun and jam to Maroon 5, and the rockers who rock to coldplay and Greenday, Then the Old souls that rather hear Mahilia Jackson sing about her pain, and the jazz get down to the Duke, Coltrane, and Monk. It's music, each song can take on a life of it's own. You get lost in the moment, the stories they tell you really think that they are talk to you. You feel like they know you, the musician is your inner voice and heart at the current moment. They provide the great escape. heaven on earth if there ever was such; and it's all a lie, A very beautiful and golden lie. Music will never die...

Bone VSOP

Brown, Smooth & Warm
Caresses your Soul
Sets forth Beautiful thoughts


Warning:
1+1= at least 3
May make a phone call to Earl
Raises Hell if consumed by one w/ Bad emotion

Acceptable Behavior

I never understood the whole, good loss, thing. I can't fathom celebrating losing. Ain't in my system, and I will not apologize for that. The goal when you set forth to do something is to accomplish what you have in mind. Failure and/or losing is not what you had in mind, so why accept it. I'll gladly accept the incentives of winning, but never completely accept the fact of failing. While I'm on the subject, what's success? Will my obsession with success ever be fulfilled. As long as I keep on accomplishing what was set forth in the beginning then I'll be alright. If I fail, I'm coming back harder than before. Why not go that hard in the first place? You have to enjoy the success, no stress is necessary while winning. Go hard, but cherish the moment. Fail? Take that moment for what it is, but correct that ASAP. Failure just ain't a option, plain and simple. Anger fuels motivation, just the same as success. Success= satisfaction, which creates happiness and exudes great forces into the universe. Failure= hunger for success. I WILL WIN aka SUCCEED...

Random Writing or Typing

One month..."Outta my Element" is fine...... I never felt this way mentally, that's interesting...I'm too caught up in my own world, don't got a lot time for people in this program, cool with me......People watch, people do. I DO. Watchers are like film critics. I should write a book: "The Art of Watching"....An addiction to life is so much better than my past addiction....Reading can be fun..Everyone should try losing oneself within oneself( if it make sense to you)...My fatha love this facebook thing, I'm glad. He gave me an idea. Using my passport was a milestone...Just Do It, great words Nike...Don't really miss home; most of my people support me and happy. Some, well fuck it...I'm fascinated by being great, now wonder I got bored with football, great players don't = great people. I'm built for the latter...The Lab...Can't wait to get my own apartment/house, home...I saw a real snow day for the first time in 7 seven years...

No 9-5 for me

Brand new? Naw ... Change? Why not? It's one of the guarantees in life. I write a lot about change, and talk to people who scared of it, think they not allowed to or just accept small changes. Like they'll change what kinda music they listen to this week, or what flavor kool-aid they like. Fuck outta here? Certain mindsets lead to 9-5s at best. If you know me, you already know that ain't gonna work for me. Naw, can't do it, and I won't do it. I ain't too good for it, but I am too selfish. Selfish ain't always bad, I was given a life one. My heart doesn't beat for two. The whole non-stop clock action on my job, I like. Working even while I'm sleeping ? I like. Having money make itself? I like. Making things better for other people? I like, but at my own disposal, I am selfish. I will sacrifice a little of myself for my family and friends, but to work for a stranger and make my schedule evolve around him/her...That would be that bullshit. Just ain't in my make-up. I bounce to my own beat. He think he know everything? He think he so smart? He can't do that. He dumb as shit if he think. Ole stuck up ass nigga. blah, blah, blah. Anything else?

Adrenaline Rush

Bus tour, Museum, Buckingham Palace, London Eye, Cruise in the freezing cold, then dinner (twice), and the Absolut Ice Bar. All in one day.... Mental conditioning. I been over here for 4 weeks, just bought tickets to Paris and a concert. Going to Italy, Spain, Amsterdam, and Egypt too. I'm traveling, something I wasn't really thinking about a couple of years ago. I used to think it was beyond me, I wasn't the type. Fighting against the odds is good. It actually brings some excitement to life. My business adventure, or adventures is the same. Things that challenge the mind just oozes excitement. I basically dedicated my whole future well being to my goal to change the media industry worldwide. Most people think why me? Why NOT me? I'm going for it. I like this traveling thing, it's apart of my business too. My goals is like having a baby in the jungle. The parent gonna fight to the death for that child...I ain't dying no time soon, and the fight = EXCITING.....................................SM