Never Felt This Way

He opened her car doors

Spoke to in her simply, minus the metaphors

She never felt this way before

He gave her insight on her favorite movie;

And broke her favorite songs down in detail

She never felt this way before

He did more than the average wine & dine

He rolled his sleeves up, went in the kitchen, took his time

She never felt this way before

When they danced, he did it face to face

Instead from behind pushing her head the other way

She never felt this way before

He saw that she was vulnerable,

So he wouldn't let his ego penetrate her soul,

She never felt this way before

He related to her mentally,

Made his presence felt in her core

She never felt this way before.

They built chemistry neither could ignore

Never felt this way before

I Wanna Be

When I think of you, I think of love in motion
The sight of you brings out the raw emotions of me
My brain gets in a mode of things that I wanna be
I wanna be the butterflies in your stomach when u get nervous so I can calm you
I wanna be your peace @ mind when you get away to get a piece of mind
I wanna be the epitome of an orgasm to you
I wanna make 1+1= 3, 4, & 5 instead of 2
I want my soul to get lost in you
I wanna Be wit U

Beautiful Chaos

She lay in My lap staring in my eyes
As I told her I'm never leaving
I boarded the flight and never looked back
That was until I came back...
He glare told me her pain
But her heart won't let her be mean to me
Somehow she understands me,
Years after the fact we still got the perfect chemistry...
Still her bitterness remains
She ain't much of a fighter but she always let her frustrations out to me in return for tranquility
She accepts my foolishness and lets me be me
Not ones to hold anything back, fighting is the method to our madness,
We do it with good intentions, not to cause harm
That's the nature of our hectic bond,
In a sense I never left
She saved a place for me in her heart
And reserved a spot for her in mine
Beautiful Chaos...

Plain & SImple

I woke up this morning, right?
You were lying beside me
My mind was lying to me,
I miss you....

Like That

No stars no fireworks, we just don't do it like that
We get lost on conversation cause we chill like that
No titles, just us, cause we function like that
Some times no words, just silence, we vibe like that
Crazy pictures on the phones cause we silly like that
She still cool with her ex cause I don't trip like that
Locked in the house on her Bday cause we freaks like that
No clockin', no stalkin' cause she don't get down like that
We say whatever's on our mind cause we keep it real like that
I'll do whatever anytime cause I four-letter word her like that

Reality Sets In

I am real cool
One of the realest
I'm so cool cause i keep it real
It's just what i am, can't help it
I update my facebook at least 5 times a day
I create the best status just to see what my hatas gotta say
They just hate cause I'm real and they wish they was this cool
I wear my emotions on my sleeve, I aint got shit to hide
I let my life play out in the public
I put up pictures every week to show the world the life of the real
I should be on TMZ or sumthin, teach 'em how to be cool
Yeah, I'm just...I'm Just...I'm just so real I'm almost outta touch reality...
I am out of touch with reality
I lie to myself
I live like I'm a character on TV
I am insecure
Vulnerable
Scared to deal with reality,
So I just do the opposite of what is cool to me
My computer is a shelter to me
Facebook, Myspace... It is Hollywood to me
I neglect reality
So I forced this facade to be cool to me
Lauryn Hill once said "Fantasy is what we want, but reality is what we need......"

Trapped

For tha last half century plus, Black people have been da been the craziest animals in the world
See we glorify being animals and wonder why shit just don't change for us
We run around wit raging hormones aand don't know da difference between love and lust
We just out chasin nuts so we can bust
We actin just like wat Willie Lynch wrote 300 years ago
Lynch wrote dat if given freedom Niggas will only keep Niggas down and keep the black race in chaos
Boy ol' boy was dis' little cracker right, if he could see from his grave he'll be like "oh what a sight!"
See we always speak of the white man when it comes to someone to blame Not realizin that "they" set da trap over a hundred years ago
But we the only fools still playin the game
We thrive off killin off each otha over the most ignorant shit
We thrive off callin our women all types of hoes and bitches, and best friends dawgs (dogs)
See we animals ya'll, we don't really know how 2 act
All the most ignorant shit runs of lives
See we the most self concious people in da world, we rather spend money on clothes than books
And wonder why we don't have no knowledge, SHIT, most of our people ain't gonna make it to college
We're taught to kill and fight over for what we want, not realizin dat we turnin ourselves into an endangered species
All black men are being killed or put behind bars, selling ourselves short of the chance to reach for the stars
It's a cycle that repeats itself, why u think it's a three strike system in America?
Cause niggas never learn, see u got three times to fuck up and if you used all your strikes right
That means that you took a coupla lives, fucked over a coupla potential wives, and neglected a coupla kids
Black man done struck out and left a whole in da household, now da little boys don't know how to be men
And da little girls don't have daddy, so they out in the streets chasin daddy who just might be dat nigga in da flyest Caddy
And his Caddy ain't legit and he'll strike out in the next ten years
And Willie Lynch's word will perservere, and we'll act like we don't care
So yeah it's time for a change, a revolution
But niggas scared of change and revolution, so it'll be a evolution
We'll evolve into our own non-existence, all cuz we in love wit da Trap
"Trap or Die nigga" Right?

Label Whore

Pussy don't fail me now!
That's the mindset of this label whore
Who doesn't want to be labeled a whore
She says sex is just a chore she does to get what she wants
I tell her its ok, she aint gotta front
She can't afford it so she use tricks to stunt
She playin Russian Roulette wit her coochie
All cuz she obsessed wit labels such as Gucci
She say the Louis Vutton got her right;
All becuz dude thought her head was bomb last night
She stays true to her religion, focused on gettin her True Religions
She said school wouldn't gonna get her too far,
And her shoe game needed to be up to par, So...
She's in and outta cars, lookin for bargaining chips at bars
She wanna look like a movie star, so she act like a porn star
It's now to the point when she look at herself in the mirror, her eyes say
"I don't even know who you are..."

Me vs. ME

STREETS BEEN GOOD TO ME.......
Naw, fuck that, streets been cruel to me
Yeah streets made me, but this game crazed me
Now im a monster and my inner-me is my worse enemy
I'm a drug addict, but my rehab is cells cuz I specialize in illegal sells
Narcotics anonymous ain't no help to me, but the effects of them drugs is synonymous to me
I think the money too good, but i'm too stupid and can't see that this money ain't gon' keep me out the hood
This game play tricks on me, got me feeling trapped in a box
But at the same time it got me feeling arrogant
I remember when I used to smirk at the cops...
I tried over and over again but i just can't stop!
I become immune to gun shots
Im wired for how to react when shit get hot...
I still got dreams, but i'm addicted to my quick money schemes
The game done took over my brain, now im halfway insane
This game's a losing game and I been trynna quit
But it's all I know, my heart won't let it go...
I'M A DRUG ADDICT

Feelings

Conversation got cut short by the temptation in his shorts
And rampant moisture in her boy shorts
the 2 lovebirds got caught up in the moment
and the condom in his pocket got lost for da moment
Cuz he wanted to "feel" her
And she wanted to "feel" him inside of her
And a nite without the condom was the only way this could occur...
They ain't know what they was gettin into,
they just knew that he was "feeling" her
And she was "feeling" him
So Trojan, Durex,...LATEX had no place in between them
But as time went past she her thought changed of him
Her thoughts of him changed his opinion of her
They drifted apart and she started "feelin" different dudes
Their names changed d'pending on the da day
And he started "feelin" any girl that came his way...
While their relationship was strained, their "feelings" never got estranged
So they kept "feeling" upon each other again and again
All that was left of them existed under the covers
No words, No trust, Just lust
And one day while he was "filling" her, she "filled" him with 3 letters that'll give any man the chills
Damn, they aint expect their "feelings" to kill...