I Wanna Be

When I think of you, I think of love in motion
The sight of you brings out the raw emotions of me
My brain gets in a mode of things that I wanna be
I wanna be the butterflies in your stomach when u get nervous so I can calm you
I wanna be your peace @ mind when you get away to get a piece of mind
I wanna be the epitome of an orgasm to you
I wanna make 1+1= 3, 4, & 5 instead of 2
I want my soul to get lost in you
I wanna Be wit U

Smile

Tonight, I payed your favorite song a visit. "These Three Words" by Stevie Wonder. The song embodied your life; or you embodied the song. You Loved our family to death, You put me in my older cousins arms and we bonded from there. Our relationship is still the astonishment of the family. You struggled with those drugs and rarely did I see you smile. BUt when you said " I love you" I always felt that. It was always true. Those three words never failed to come from your aching heart. I love you, I miss you. Smile for me....

Motivation

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New Age

It's clear o see that technology is taking over everything. As far as entertainment goes, technology is definitely taking over everything. Music has gone digital, Album sales are steadily declining, but great music still exists. Instead of making albums, artists are better off killing the internet and going tour. The album should be the last step of the process. Especially if they're independent. Why go through the process of hustling backwards. You make an album that gonna generate a buzz that numbers don't indicate. Numbers do lie in this day and age, they just aren't accurate. You might move 30,000 units while 2 million got your album. The thing that can not be replaced is live entertainment. Technology can not take over that. Musicians should learn the art of performing and perfect it, then pursue the album. It's alright to have a heavy flow of mixtapes, snippets of entertainment whatever to build their reputation and fan base. It's a new day, we've got to figure out a way to manipulate the system. It only make sense to maximize your profit instead of being in the whole hurting yourself. Take Diddy for example; he has all of these Making of The Band shows or what not. He knows good and well that those artists aren't going to sell records, and he's getting his share for what they owe him for making the album anyways. He also gets money for the shows in which they are the stars. The artists are hustling backwards, dying for a dollar that goes to Diddy's pocket and trying to survive at the same time. Greed becomes an issue because they want what they deserve; they just go about it the wrong way. Diddy deserves credit for putting them together, but damn. Are people just this dumb? Check Diddy's track record with artists. He's a hell of a producer and a smart business man; but come on people. None of those Making the Band groups ever pan out. Diddy hustles those groups and gets rid of them. He knows there are people always waiting for the next opportunity. Same with other executives in the music industry. They survive despite the technology, what about artists?

Social life, live entertainment, and shopping to some extent are some things that have not lost out to technology and will always be around.People still read books fortunately, that's only because that's too much information to read at once on a computer. Films have lost grounds to the internet and technology, but you how about hosting your movies and films in venues before they hit theaters. You'll build a good fanbase, especially if you provide the customers with a unique experience. The theater of entertainment is changing. Business has to change too, we have tio capture the mind of the consumer once more. Sunday Mornings, it's like music to your ears.

PureFuckin

Slick talking Muthafucka he is...
Dream seller
pussy bandit
My man
Beautiful
A christian
saint
good girl
his girl
He met her at his grandma's church gathering
Thought he had one, said he was getting up outta the game
But like with any addiction relapse happens
He thought she was walking the straight and narrow too, but she was blessing her good friend from the pews
See she ran to church cause she was trynna get up outta the game too
he come running to me talkin b'out how he "gon' kill this BITCH"
It shocked me, I asked why he just ain't steal he bitch,
Naw, not really
But I asked him y he was being a hypocrite
He said it's what niggas do, and he thought he knew the bitch
I couldn't help but laugh cause he had a closet freak
Nigga, u really thought you taught her everything she knew?
He say "Man, go 'head son"
He trynna sneak a freak to a freak
Takin her to strip clubs, fuckin in the mirror
And doing everything from Karma sutra to some off the wall shit
He was fascinated from the first time the "church girl" let him hit
Fell in love with a well-experienced clit
Didn't know when he relapsed he did witha firend of hers from waaay back
See in the "game" everybody's fucking the same people...

Beautiful Chaos

She lay in My lap staring in my eyes
As I told her I'm never leaving
I boarded the flight and never looked back
That was until I came back...
He glare told me her pain
But her heart won't let her be mean to me
Somehow she understands me,
Years after the fact we still got the perfect chemistry...
Still her bitterness remains
She ain't much of a fighter but she always let her frustrations out to me in return for tranquility
She accepts my foolishness and lets me be me
Not ones to hold anything back, fighting is the method to our madness,
We do it with good intentions, not to cause harm
That's the nature of our hectic bond,
In a sense I never left
She saved a place for me in her heart
And reserved a spot for her in mine
Beautiful Chaos...

Plain & SImple

I woke up this morning, right?
You were lying beside me
My mind was lying to me,
I miss you....